Thursday, October 2, 2008

Yesterday...

Okay, so I broke down and had a zinger, and chips and salsa. But I did stop there. Human, yes. Perfect on points- fine, I do have an extra 35 for the week. But terrible choice on foods. So here we go today. So far

Protein Shake= 4 points
1 c. blueberries= 2 points
4 cups water= 0 points

6 so far and it is almost 12.

I am going to try so hard to get all my fruits/vegis in for the day, my 2 tsp. oil (healthy fats) , my 10 cups water (my amount), take my calcium drink ( not a big milker), and I am going to the gym tonight.

I am doing great so far, my day should be great!

Had an emotional break down/through last night, feeling better about losing weight, yes I am tired of it, but am I that tired of it? YES, BECAUSE I AM DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

Pictures to come soon, let me hit 190 and I'll post all past, disgusting over 200 lbs. pix! You won't want to miss it!!!

You'll die, they are not for those who have weak stomaches!

I'm out!

*Thanks to "Losing it with Jillian" for keeping my head in the game!

1 comment:

Aimee Kieffer, aka "Momzoo" said...

O.K. Miss Jen, even when you were 200+ I never thought of you as disgusting.

You are always so cute! (I am being very, very serious here) I think you are beautiful, you always look so put together. You are one of the kindest, most friendly person I know. Your smile is contagious, your eyes sparkle and you bring energy and life into the people around you.

Even if you weigh 200+ pounds your whole life you are still beautiful, wonderful, kind, generious.

I know very well how easy it is to get down on yourself when you look in the mirror and hate what you see. I don't want to take away your motivation, I just hate to see you call yourself disgusting, you are NOT disgusting!

**loves you!**